saya suka makan kacang

(muke bile nak start belajar biology, sejarah dan agama islam.lol)

3 posts in one day?wow syaza!im impressed!lol. yeah. ive posted another one. nak lepaskan geram almost a month tak post apa2 kan.hohohoho. above, thats how i look at this moment. mengantuk, buruk, penat, mata panda and banyak lah. u can see for your self how bad i look in those pics.

i cant sleep nowadays. i want to sleep but theres something block me from from doin it. it seems like this bloody thing dont want me to get some rest. i need some sleep and rest too! you know what prevent me from being normal? TEKANAN! yes, ive been stressful for this past few weeks. i didnt show it but it eating me inside already. i think i need a lot of happy pills and double lots of sleeping pills.no, not to suicide stupid!to sleep!duhh.

sorry guys, i have no idea what to write anymore. my mind froze just now. no idea to write anymore. ive just watched fireworks outside my house. try to snap some nice pics with my sony A350 but failed. why am i telling this? i dont know. stab me with your pencil if you dont like it.bla bla bla..

bye bye!

low self esteem?? i think so

currently; eating fries and listening to the academy is..., about a girl

today, i got my english exam paper.

and you know what?

it sucks! fuckin sucks. i mean real sucks la..

if there's another word that can replace sucks in higher grade of suckness, i will use that word.i will use that word as many as possible to indicate how suck i am!

i mean okay, i maybe can get atleast A2 and A1 really not what i even consider to get.

but then again. i just got B3. yeah babes, B3. freakin 71%.

how am i supposed to be an english teacher if my english not even reach to A2 standard?

thats really pathetic of me. lately, ive been reconsidered of even be an english teacher. i think i want to change my ambition.

but... oh god, i dont know.

english has been my interst since i was little.

i thought i was good in english but now, i've been think about it lately that maybe i'm not as good as i think i am. but, screw it la! i still have a year to improve my english!

bla bla bla.. if i still sucks in english, there's still many options i can choose. maths teacher maybe? some people sais that maths teacher are the sexiest one!LOL