errrr. gosh its so awkward to write blog again since i've left this blog with no new entries for heaven sake knows how long. i think its 4-5 months is it? its almost half a year. yeah, sorry about that. i wont give you any reasons for that since i dont want to make any lame excuses. it is just what it is. in addition, i dont think theres anyone that still read my blog. i used to have a few avid reader here but they may have left me since they thought i was dead or something. thank god i didnt. i dont want to die virgin you know.its too unfortunate for me that is.eheh
so, its 2010 bebeh. oh god. its hard to believe actually. i feel like yesterday i was celebrating new millennium with all the fireworks and everything. and actually its been 10 years already? time do fly fast. i wish time would fly slower than that. even tad slower would be enough. its just that im really not ready yet to face the outside world you know, the real, real vicious one. i still wanted to be fed, to be pampered just like in high school but unfortunately, good bye to that. no more.
well, currently as most of you may know that i am right now living my life as high school graduate. ouh, just like honeymoon. no school, no homework, no teachers judging me yada yada yada... but after a while this honeymoon has becoming just like a never ending nightmare!well, not exactly but still. i have been doing nothing than just sitting around house, watching movies online, chatting. its just fun no more. i feel like puking doing the same thing again and again and again. you know how it feels right? like you just love eating lasagna for instant, for a few days you feel like youre the luckiest man in the world got to eat your favourite food every sngle day of your bloody life. then, you started to get bored with lasagna and demand for anthng else but lasagna. still they will fed you with lasagna. it feels like you are associate with devil or something. whatever i babbling too much. its getting ridiculous on how bad my English has become. just 2 months away from school and my usage of English word got so disastrous.
ahhhh. i feel like an old woman with no life right now theres nothing interesting happen in my life. even old woman got something to talk about everyday. well, i think im going to stop here. this entry will be such a catastrophe to read. im sorry if you shit blood after reading this awfully written entry. i swear it will get better in no time. but hey, i cant please everyone cant i? whatever, im high right now from the painkiller i just consume.
sorry again for first, havent update for quite some time and second, you are actually shitting blood.
bye bye.
